Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Fiction - Taken from Beast's lyric

It’s a lie, it’s a lie
We can’t end it like this
Come back again, please come back
I can’t believe that you’re leaving me

I should try saying something to you
Though there’s no use in it
This isn’t it, this isn’t it
I won’t believe in this truth

This is all a lie
It’s not the truth
I won’t believe any more of this
I asked many times not to leave me
This is a lie

You’re no longer beside me
This is the truth
I don’t want to believe it
Though I ask you numerous times to come back again,
All of this has to be a lie

This is a lie, this is a lie
This is a lie, this is a lie
This isn’t the truth, this isn’t the truth
This isn’t the truth, this isn’t the truth

It’s a fact
My brain knows it’s true, but my heart won’t accept it
I can’t believe it
Unknowingly, everything I knew now seems like an obsession
This situation that suddenly fell over my head,


I can no longer control it
I can’t empty you but I’ll try to erase you
I’ll rewrite the story of you and I


The lyric has something to do with my feeling, actually. It is so sad to be abandoned by the one we love (in this case, not only abandoned by a lover, but also it can be abandoned by our close friend, our parents, sisters, brothers, et al.). I am a person who is difficult in accepting reality that is not accord with my expectation. I am a person who is always forcing myself to accept my expectation, not the reality..
After all, this lyric describes the feeling I am in right now..